10:49 PM ●

Friday, December 12, 2008
NORAEBANG WAS CANCELLED.
:O
HEY, GRACE, I WON'T SEE YOU UNTIL NEXT YEAR, SADLY, SO HAVE A NICE KOREA TRIP AND BUY SOMETHING FOR ME^^
okay lah okay lah.
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be able to apologise and make up with algae.
i wish it were that easy.
just, sorry, algae, and she'll accept me again. as if.
she ignores me. ystd she was like, yeah, she'll learn the
dance really fast cos she's SO smart.
i was thinking, i should have said, "yeah, i know that i am very smart, don't need to remind me" and then a big fake smile :D
hahahah. i want to see her face. you i know don't hate her. its just that she's making it more and more difficult to not not like her.
i realised my world was so fragile. a single mis-said word, a single wrong action, a single wrong attitude slip, a single smirk, breaks it all down.
all i have left are the pieces on the ground.
i have few friends, i realised that. how many?
i don't know. as in, everything breaks so easily. so fragile, like a butterfly's wing. just crumble and fall to pieces.
okayokayokay. cheer up time^^
not so bad ELI likes to use this smiley =]
haha, so cute. and his english is very songaporean-ish:D
hahaha.
like, the lol's.
and he types with like absolutely no punctuation marks
hahaha like this only one full stop at the very end like this.haha.
i really love the onions now, cos whenever i look at them
i think of ELI^^
=]
pics!
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so cute so cute so cute^^
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*HYPERVENTILATE*
*HYPERVENTILATE*
*HYPERVENTILATE*
*HYPERVENTILATE*
*HYPERVENTILATE*
*HYPERVENTILATE*
and although it greatly pains me to see this, cos its the
fanmeeting they had in korea T.T

















ELI'S BUTT IS SO SMEXY.

















AHHHHH, SO CUTE^^

















ELI OPAH, YOU'RE VERY VERY CUTE. MAKE SURE THAT I'LL MAKE THE BEST
ELI BOARD IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD^^
and i just realised smt.

dongho has a really long body, and not so long legs. haha. x.x
haha. and eli has long long legs^^
donsho's body is like grace's
while eli's body is like mine=]
haahahah.
he's just so breathtakingly hot and smexy.
whoo! he's burning.
Photobucket sweating alrd.
hahaah. i'm being SO LAME.
-.-
wheeeeeeeee

i miss her.
i do.
her whackiness.
her silliness.
her innocence.
ISABELLE KIEW I MISS YOU SO MUCH I WANT TO CRY.
really, i do. i do.
I MISS 6D. AND I FEEL LIKE GOING BACK IN TIME AND FIXING EVERYTHING I DID WRONG.
EVERY WORD I SAID THAT MADE PEOPLE FEEL I WAS BOSSY, PROUD, FREAK, WHATEVER.
LABELS AND LABELS AND LABELS. I JUST, LIKE TO LEAD, AND SAY WHAT I THINK.
LIKE THE DANCE, I DO THINK ITS NOT ALL THAT HARD. WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT?
CONFIDENCE, IS IT NOT? i think people read stuff wierdly. if you say the dance is easy, they think you're showing off. if you say its really difficult and hard to learn, they say you're slow. unless they're nice. then they'll help you out.
hahaha. i am glad. i suppose. THANKS ZHERU, LOVE YOU FOR BEING WITH ME^^
HAHAHA. LOVE ZHERU LOTS, ALTHOUGH YOU PROB WON'T SEE THIS...
OKAY.

GOODNIGHT. ITS NOW 11.25
AND TMR HAVE TO WAKE UP AT...2.30.
-.-
MIGHT AS WELL NOT SLEEP.
*ROLLS EYES*

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )